Serendipity ;

ALOHA!

2009-06-19T12:19:00.000-07:00

PEOPLES! I've create a new blog. :)

mylipsslikesugarr.blogspot.com

Relink ya! Thank youu! muawhsmuawhs.

So far so good.

2009-01-30T07:37:00.000-08:00

Hey peoples. :) finally my mummy is away from me. Lol. Means i can update bout my recent life. Well, Obviously life's suck here. You know why? Cause here is totally opposite of KL. Sigh. Seriously, I'm not used to it at all. It's very boring and nothing interesting to do here. I really miss those sweet moments that happened in SMK du. I miss all my friends and of course him too. But like what people said, what is done is done. I will try my best to continue my life with " happiness" over here. But anyways, there's just at least two more years to go. and at least during the every holidays i can go back and visit my friends. ;)

Erm, Let's talk bout chinese new year. LOL.

How much did you all get for your ang paos? I bet alot right? Lol.

I'm sorry peoples, I'm getting very tired now and I kinda lazy to write about my new year stuff and upload all the pictures.. So I will just upload those pictures next time k..Lols. Sorryy la... What to dom I'm a very lazy person.. hahaaa.

Nights!

With love,yvonnee.

Well..

2009-01-29T07:34:00.000-08:00

Actually i wanted to update a lil. BUT then, my " lovely " mummy is stopping me for using the laptop. Sigh. So yeah. Well, I will try to update tmr k :) Stay tune!

By the way,
Happy chinese new year friends!=D

Hugs And Kisses.

2009-01-18T19:06:00.000-08:00

Hey people, i'm back. Finally i got the time to blog d. lol. Btw, Thanks to edlynn for helping me k to keep this blog alive. LOVE LOVE YOU! :D Well,guess where am i? Lol. I'm currently in school and using the internet now. :)
OHMYFREAKINGGOD!
Seriously,I really miss everyone. I feel like dying without my friends. I feel like going back man. Urgh. Kill me please. :(
and of course,
I miss my baby too. Sigh.
AND Obviously, i can't wait to go back on march to see my darlings and baby again. =D
Oh no,have to go back to class d. So,i promise i will update again when i'm free again k.
Loveyouall!

Love,yvonneyiizy.

once a upon a time is not in my vocabulary.

2009-01-17T07:33:00.000-08:00

to all readers,

just to inform u that im not yvonne.

well FYI,

yvonneyiizy MISSES EVERYONE.
practically EVERYONE.
exp nerds,freaks,geeks,jerks,sluts,bitches,bustards etc etc.

esp SMKDU and her friends.

and

and

and

she is totally,

100%,

officially,

currently,

recently

in love with VIN DIESEL.

and ED-LYNN too.

haha.

ohh,

she misses SMKDU's canteen food.

and she friggin promise

that

she'll come back to M'sia to visit everyone.

wait for her arrival peeps ;)

her priority:

1) Vin Diesel

2) Ron Ng

3) Ed-lynn Foo.

hahaha. (:

-

yvonneyii loves YOU.

and you,

ohhh and you too darling.

*me?*

YES, you!

*what about me?*

ahhh, u too la babe :)

erm,

yvonne keeps on pushing me to write :

Ed-lynn's ass is hot.

hahah.

what? u dont believe me?

i have prove okayy?

nahh,

' Ed-Lynn (: says:
HAHAHAHAHAH

' yvonneyii says:
EDLYNN ass is hot

' yvonneyii says:
WRITE THAT

' yvonneyii says:
HAHAHHA

' Ed-Lynn (: says:
HAHAHAHAH

SERENDIPITY.

sincerely,

Ed-lynn with love.

a new start right here, this very moment.

2009-01-01T01:32:00.000-08:00

on behalf of yvonneyiizy,
im blogging for her.

note to all fans of yvonne out there,

im obviously not yvonne:D

yvonne wishes everyone merry christmas

a happy new year.

she'll be back soon,

no worries.

she misses everyone.

yeah i know/she knows

that this blog is dead.

so lets give this blog some light(:

ohh look,

pictures :)

presenting,

yvonneyiizy. she enjoys christmas :)

yvonne and her baby cousin.

the one and only yvonne i know :D

you're standing right there beside me,

i know you are and i knew who u are,

it didnt take me long to say,

you're my friend:)

"u brighten up my day when it turns dark"

"u laugh when i make a silly joke"

"i miss you, i love you."

mexico rawks my socks (:

written by,

ed-lynn.

Hmm.

2008-11-27T04:38:00.000-08:00

I Miss You
NG YEN PENG! :(

with love,

yvonneyiizy.

Kiss the rain.

2008-11-17T21:19:00.000-08:00

Yeah, I felt much more better d. I have to be strong. :) But I'm here to do all my tag only. Lol.

Tagged by Ng Pei Wen Baby and Cheah Mun Kar Darling. :)

Rules :

1. You must answer everything.

2. Have to be honest , no lying

3. Answer exactly what the question asked you

4. Have fun!

Best Friends :

1. Who are your Best Friends?

Ng Yen Peng , Too Carmen , Lee Jia Xin , Ng Pei Wen , Cheah Mun Kar , Ed lynn , Caridee , Jason Chai and So On.

If i didnt write your name doesn't mean you're not my best friend k? You are! hehe.

2. Why is he/she your best friend?

Because they are cute!fun!my gossip babies! my darling! yadaa yadaa. They are my everything. :)

3.Your impressions towards that friend?

Cute , funny , lovely , sweet , talkactive , horny! :)

4.How long have u all been best friends?

Hmm. hmm. hmm. One year? Lols.

5.Is he/she retarded at times?

Haha. They're! That is one of the reason why I love them. :)

Who is your most...(max:2!)

6.Loyal friend:

Ng Yen Peng and Too Carmen.

7.Funniest friend:

Ed-lynn and Lee Jia Xin.

They really can make me laugh till stomach pain. Lol.

8.Smartest friend:

Lim Ai Ling and Tan Wei Wen. Smart girls.

Must learn from them d. Haha.

9.Retarded friend:

Ng Pei Wen and Cheah Mun Kar.

Now you know why i love them. :P

10.Weirdest friend:

Hahahahha. I Dont Know.

11.Best looking friend:

Semua pretty semua handsome. :)

12.Disgusting friend:

Lol. No one.

13.Silliest friend:

Jason Chai Choon Hoong. Hhahaha. :P

14.Athletic friend:

Haha. Dont know.

15.Outstanding friends:

Semua lar. Hahaa.

Friends:

Sorry for being perasan here. :P

16.Do u have lots of friends?

Hahha You tell me. :P

17.Why you don't/do have alot of friends?

Bcause I'm Kind, friendly, cute? Lol. My friends used to say that to me. Haha.

18.Is it you that causes friends to hate you?

Hmm. I dont know. Haha. Hopefully not. because most of them love me.

19.Do you have any enemies?

YES!

20.Why is she/he your enemy?

Because she hates me. Revenge. Nolar. Joking :) It's because of her attitude.

21.Do you wish u guys didn't start arguing?

Wo bu zi dao.

22.Did u made a mistake that caused u to ALMOST lose a friend?

Hmm.Yeap! Almost! I'm too afraid to lose her. :(

23.Are you a good friend?

What do you think? :)

More than friends:

24.Did you have a crush on your "friend"?

Hmmm. Yeap. =/

25.Who is he/she?

Hahaha. Bu neng shuo de mi mi. :P

26. Do u have a bf/gf?

Hmm. No? Yes?

27. Does your parents allow u to have one?

Nope. :(

28. Have ever broke up with them cause of something stupid?

Yes? ><

29. How old are youuu?

fourteennnnnn! :)

30. How old is your bf?

Hahah.

31. Do you think is right to have one at this age?

I don't think so?

32. Are u desperate in having onee?

Obviously no? -.-

33. Do you think u're in love?

YES I AM! :D

34. Do you enjoy not being single?

Sometimes.

35. Did ur life because of him/her?

36. Is he/she the best thing that has ever happened to u?

I guess so. :)

4 peoples to tag :-

Ed lynnnnnn

Jasonnnnn Chaiiii

Xinyi

Ai Ling.

Done with this!'

NEXT!

Tagged by Ng Pei Wen Darling and Cheah Mun Kar again. hahaahha.

Rules :- Pick your birth month .

- Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you .

- Bold (or italicize) the best apply to you .

- Copy to your own blog , with all twelve months .

- Tag 10 peoples

JANUARY:

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:

Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL:

Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:

Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills.Talk ative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY:

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties instudy ing. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST:

Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

OCTOBER:

Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children

SEPTEMBER:

Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

NOVEMBER:

Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER:

Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.

This is me. :D

JUNE:

Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and ~~soft-spoken~~. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. ~~Choosy~~ and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills.Talk ative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. ~~Fussy.~~ ~~Seldom shows emotions.~~ Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

Now i would tagg:

Nobody. :D

Done with two tags. :) I think no more tag d gua. Lols. bye peoples!

loves,

yvonneyiizhinyen.

Broke Into Pieces.

2008-11-17T02:30:00.000-08:00

This picture is damn freaking cute. It brighten up my day. I love you. :)

I'm here to post about two birthday girls and they are Hoo Xinyi And Tan Wei Wen. :)

Firstly..

Happy belated birthday Xinyi!

I realize that this year we didnt take picture together. :( Nevermind! Will try to take one some other day. :) We have some good times together during the past and I hope it could come again. Loveyoudarling. I will go and get one present for you! I promise! :)

AND

Happy birthday to Tan Wei Wen.
17 Nov Baby Girl

We used to be very close last year.. but now seem that our friendship has fallen. :( Guess what? I Still Love You Alot! No matter what, You're still my best best best friend friend friend! Well,I miss you alot as a friend. I miss all the time that we spend together. Remember last year, we always hang out together, shopping together, bergossip-gossip together and so on. Yeah.. I miss all those memories! I really hope we could be back like last time. I know i'm the one who stop everything. I'm so sorry. I hope I could make it up to you and we must have a outing together before I go! Can? Ke yi ma? :)

Happy birthday darling. :)

Remember what I said in my previous post, the betrayer thingy? Well.. I'm still confuse about it. Aiyarh, screw it lar. Dont want to spoil this post. This suppose to be a happy post. Darlings, may all your wishes and dream come true. :) Sorry peoples, I'm not in the mood to continue this post and do all the tag now. I might continue blogging, post all the pictures and do all the tag when I feel better. :(

Oh yeah, I found this picture! Lol.

Susan Tho,Me,Haoying<3>

Someone very special to me told me that I looks cute here. Lol.

Ps: I hate you for this moment. Seriously, Do i deserve all this? :(

With love, yvonneyiizhinyen.

Betrayer?

2008-11-15T11:55:00.000-08:00

Friends are supposed to be trusted. But who knew that some friends just can't be trusted?

It's freaking 4 a.m and I can hardly sleep. Why? Because all in my mind is betrayers. I hate betrayer.. well.. who doesnt? I hope my close friends aren't betrayers. I don't want to find out that my close friends are betraying me. Please don't use me when i really treat you as my best friends. If I find out you're betraying me, I'm sorry but i have to hate you. Seriously, I'm totally lost. I don't even know who to trust anymore. For this moment.. I only trust myself. Well.. I'm hurt. :( Why so many peoples love to hurt me ? Why? It is not fair I have to live this way. My heart is broken into a thousand pieces. My feeling is now at a dead end. I don't know who to trust right now. I don't think I have a friend now. I feel damn lonely and confuse. Now that you got your wish do you still think you made the right choice? I guess you're not the same any more but what happened to before?Did you ever really care? Did you ever really dare?You thought it was a game,so with you lays the blame. You say you're my friend But you stab my back.You tell me you're "depressed" and then you go and cry on my shoulder.When I need your help,you turn away.You stab my back. I thought your kindness would last. But now, I feel so used. Because when I think of the past, I thought you'd never give my heart a bruise. Why did I ever rely on a word you said? What did I ever do to deserve this pain? I've trusted you but you've hurt me instead and I don't know if I could believe you again.
We love each other.We stood by each other.We had a lot of good times and some what bad times. I thought we could face anything together that's until you lie to me..I can forgive you for hurting me.But I can't forgive you for lying THIS MUCH to me.
Lies are all around me.I see no point, I see no end.Those are my enemies, who I think are friends. I see and hear it, find it hard to believe. They'll think I don't know or wont find out But surely I do so without a doubt.

People who backstab, people who betray. I hope you know that and be honest and tell me the truth. I will forgive and forget if you do so. I'm serious. I don't want to lose a friend like you. I hope you don't backstab or betray anyone. :(

Who is fake? Who is true?

I Don't Know.

Once again, I hate my life.

I wish I could end my life without any doubt. :(

I can't stand it anymore.

Bye friends. Thats all I can say. It's your choice whether you want to tell me the truth. I hope you do so that I may forgive you. Please. :(

Night,

yvonneyiizy.

Leave me alone.

2008-11-14T09:37:00.000-08:00

I Hate My Life !

Do i deserve this?:(

I must learn to love the fool in me. :(

Guess what, I rather be lesbian.

I know, I'm crazy. :(

Ps: At last prince gave up on princess.I know you do.

I Need You Now. Seriously, I do. :(

Nights, Yvonneyiizy.

Hold me now.

2008-11-10T07:28:00.000-08:00

PICTURE TIME!:)

So this will be a pictures post again. But dont worry, bukan semua look saya. Lol. Mostly all with kawan-kawan. It's all the pictures that we took at last day of school. :)

Me and Yenpeng. <3

She and Me. <3

Aww, I'm touched.

I think this is a candid picture.

I was too sad to say goodbye to her. :(

Ng yenpeng my love!

Open your eyes lar my dear. :P

Aku cintai dia!

One of my favourite picture with her!

Before masuk dewan.

My favourite picture with ng yen peng of the day. :)

I love to kiss her! hahaha. Wo ai ni baobei!

We Rock! :)

St.John Uniform.

You're mine darling.

We love each other more than anyone do.

I Dont know why I love her so much! :)

No one can replace you in my heart darling. Muawhs!

Ngggg Yennn Pengggg<3

End with yenpeng.
So now continue with my face! lols.

Me myself and I

Me! Me! Me! :)

I looks scary. O.O

My favourite picture of the day :)

Oh my god. Eyebag. :(
But nevermind, someone loves it. :)

Carmen loves this! :)

Peace :)

Edited by Shayee mei.I love you too. :)

My fringe damn messy. lol.

Smile. :)

yvonneyiizhinyen!

St.John Uniformm.

End of my face! :)

Continue with my kawan-kawan.

Without them, I'm nothing!

Jason Chai Choon Hoong!

Veronn,Haoying,Shayee.

Emillio. Lol.

My loves. :)

Best friends-ku!

Me and kawan-kawanku! <3

Tiong Jia Min!

We love to hug each other! I love her baby! :)

Jasonchaichoonhoong. Lol.

Shaunkohxianwen!

Tanzhichien! <3>

Shayeemei!

Ruimin,me and zhichien! They are my helper when in class. :)

Lol.

The girls!

Muawhs!

Favourite picture ! :D

yenpeng,yvonneyii,carmen,jiamin and shaunkoh.

Loveyouguys!

They rock! :D

She is the best. :)

zhichien me and yenpeng!

She loves me. :)

Suprise! <3

Lol. Before i saw the cake.

Aww, thanks eddy and emilliooo <3 align="center">

align="center">damn,forget to rotate. -.- by the way, I was crying.

align="center">Lol. jokingg.

Edited by mei.

Loveeyoushayeemei!

Me and eddy. :)

He was scare of me. Jokingg. Lol.

Pn Tan Wai Sooo!

She was our geografi teacher and also our class teacher. My class peoples called her " Mummy ". Lol. Speechless i know. Haha.

She rocks! I tell you, She is the best teacher in the world, who doesnt agree? Lol. I Love Her! I will never ever forget her! :)

Oh my god. Forget to rotate again. -.-

Spbt books! Lol. It's damn heavy you know?

Anyways, Goodbye form 2 life. :(

I really appreciate what happened this year. I'm glad that i met new friends and close with some teachers too. :)

Will be continue this post and some leftover pictures next time when i'm free! I'm exhausted d. I'm sleeply. So nights peoples. :)

With love, Yvonneyiizy.

Me,myself and I

2008-11-06T09:01:00.001-08:00

This will be a picture post. :)

Semua ada muka saya. lols. gila kan?

I will blog about the global peace's picture and the others next time k? i'm damn exhausted now. Nights!

With loves, Yvonneyiizy.

Good day,Bad day.

2008-11-06T06:19:00.000-08:00

Memories in Smk Du

3 January 2007

This is the day i first came to Smk Damansara Utama. I used to hate this school. Bcause i have no friends which is coming to this school. Sad right? So when i first came in to school, i felt so lonely and nervous. We went to the dewan and we were divided into classes and i got into 1 Kenanga. That's how my story in Smk Du started. My class teacher was Pn.Chong. She damn fierce. My first friend in Smk Du was Kylie. After that i started to get more and more friends and a bunch of close friends which is TanWeiWen,LimAiLing,HooXinYi and TanChingWen. They were my best friends in form 1 and we always hang out together. They were very kind and friendly. People used to hate me and think i'm a bitch. Somehow i dont know why or maybe is because of my attitude. I'm so sorry if i hurt you or anything. I really didn't mean it. That's all about me in form 1. I think.

3 January 2008

This is the year i started to be happy in Smk Damansara Utama. I was in 2 Kiambang for form 2. Damn, i went down one class. ): BUT I'm happy with it, bcause i met the best person ever in my life Ng Yen Peng. She is my best friend.She was sitting beside me when in class. She is a understanding person and know me very well, she can read my mind also. :) I also met 2 more good friends which is Too Carmen and Lee Jia Xin. Too Carmen was my neighbour! That's how my life in form 2 begins with them. But me and my form 1 close friends are not that close anymore... I'm sad about it.. seriously.. But then at least we're still friends. I met Peiwen and MunKar after that. I love themm. :) Actually this year i started to know alot of form 2s. Funny right? lols. I really met alot of nice friends this year. Thankks guys and girls! You guys rock my life! No one insult me anymoree. Well, maybe got.. but as long as my friends dont think that, then is alright. :) Friends more important. Isn't? Yessssssssss. Of courseee. Duhhh.

6 November 2008

Today is the last day that i'll be in Smk Du and it's a very terrible thing for me. First i came to school and met my friends as usual. I'm damn exicted about the suprise that baby want to give me. Lols. We went to dewan and our " lovely " Pn.Chia gave us a LONG LONG speech.I didn't really pay attention. Why? Cause she is talking about PMR thingy. Oh yeah, we bought the morning session badge. After 1 hour of her speech........ Finally we walked back to class. There's no teacher in class, so me and yenpeng went to dahlia to talk with Carmen they all. Since there's no teacher, we were berlepak-ing around the school. Suddenly Audrey Chin came to dahlia and told us that got spot-check. I was so worried cause i brought my handphone and camera. Well, not only me.. but others too. We got no mood at all to eat when recess time. At the end.....GUESS WHAT? there's no spot check AT ALL. Haiyarh. Smart people memang smart people,go spread around those stupid rumours. After recess, there was a football competition for guys and basketball competition for girls. Actually me and yenpeng were suppose to join, but then we were damn smart enough to forget to bring our pjk clothes. So we walked aroundd and around and around the schoool and camwhored in dahlia when their having those competition. I went to bilik guru also.. cause i wanna to take picture with my lovely class teacher Pn.Tan Wai Soo. So yeah. Last two period, yenpeng,shaunkoh,carmen,jasonchai and jiamin were taking me for a walk.After that they said they want to eat in the canteen..-.- so they brought me to the canteen while yenpeng covering my eyes with her hand. They made me sit down and open my eyes.. there was a cake infront of me. Thanks baby. Thanks for everything that you've done to me today. I really appreciate it and I really love you alot. ): Muawhs! I was damn touched and my tears suddenly came out.. But only one person saw. I'm not going to tell you who is that person. :P After that shaunkoh and jasonchai went off cause they're still having one more round of football competition. We chit-chat in the canteen and susantho&carmen were taking pictures of me NON-STOP. Lol. After a few minutes, jasonchai and shaunkoh came back.We bergossip-gossip for a while, then shaunkoh,jasonchai,toocarmen and leejiaxin went to find Pn.Lim. So we also cabut lorh. We went back to dahlia and baby need envelope with a stamp.. so i went to find it for him. I got the stamp from Dylan Chan. Thank you. :) After that, i went to find baby and gave him the envelope. Well, the emo part start here.. ): me and yenpeng went to basketball court to find baby and emillio. Yenpeng and emillio chit-chat for a while.. then she came to me. That time my tears was starting to roll down... me and yenpeng talked for a while.. and she also got cry a bit.. Then baby came to me.. and he try to cheer me up.. But i can't.. this is toooooo sad.......So yenpeng went back to dahlia. Me and baby walked together for a while.. after that i feel like going back to dahlia and teman all my friends for the very last time in school. The last 1o minute before school ends.. my heart was damn painful and hurting.. The worst part.. BELL RINGS! Die.. i started to cry like shit.. My tears keep on rolling down NON STOP... Forgive me my friends. ): My friends were trying to cheer me up... Thanks guys. But seriously, i can't stand it anymore.. I try to control but..... i dont know why.. I CAN'T. ): There's was something wonderful happened while me and baby were walking to school gate. There was a double rainbow in the sky. Aww.. Thanks God. It was really nice. I didnt take picture of it cause i really dont have the mood to take. That time i started to stop my tears d.So as usual, i went in to the van and dont know why.. my TEARS was rolling down again.. i still can't stop crying.. My friends were trying to cheer me up by sms-ing but still cannot.. ): When reached home, i stop crying a bit. But then once i started bathing... I started to cry AGAIN.. while eating dinner.. those tears were rolling down my cheek. So yeah. I didn't feel better at all after yenpeng called me. She makes me laugh and happy. :) aww.. thanks baby girl. Wo ai ni! Now you know why i can't live without her.. I hate it when i know i have to go....... why time passes so fast? ):

So i felt better after that. Then i went on9 and now i'm here blogging this freaking long post.

This is how my story ended in Smk Damansara Utama. ):

Goodbye Smk Du. ):

Forever on my mind I dont know why god blessed me, With such good friends as you .When my pain gets me down And I just dont know what to do I just think of you and it helps me through.Something you said or even just a look you gave.Just gives me the hope to want to live You share your smiles your laughter and even your heart .That is why it is so very hard to part But even though we're not together all the time You're always in my heart and forever on my mind.

Seriously, Thanks for being there for me all the time my friends. I really love you guys alot.I'm pretty sure that I will miss you guys ALOT! ): I dont know what will happen if my life must without you all.. but now i have to face it. ): Nooo.. But nevermind.. You guys must keep promises and never FORGET me! A promise is a promise k? I will always appreciate all the moments that i had spend with you guys. :)

I love you Ng Yen Peng. ):

I will upload all the pictures after i get all of them from my friends k?

It's getting late now and i have to sleep earlier tonight because i'm going to ou tmr at 10.30am. See you guys there if anyone is going. Just give me a call if you want to see me for the last time. ):

Ps:ILoveyouforeverbaby!

Nights peopleee!

Loves,Yvonneyiizy.

Tagged by..

2008-11-05T08:24:00.000-08:00

Madjiebabymunnie;

1) Do you think you're hot?

You tell me, yes/no? :)

2)Upload your favourite picture of you!

3)Why do you like that picture?

Because someone loves it. :)

4)When was the last time you ate pizza?

Wo bu zi dao. :)

5)The last song you listen to?

Where'd you go by Fort Minor. I loveeee.

6)What are you doing right now besides this?

On the phone with someone :)

7)What name would you prefer besides yours?

Nothing, I love my name. :)

8)People to tag:

Ng Pei Wen

Jason Chai

Ed-lynn

Susan Tho

Elaine Tan

9) Who is number one?

My darling wenwen. She's mine too. Wo ai ta. I cintai her :)

10)Number three is having a relationship with?

No one! Wanna know why? Cause she's mine. :)

11)Say something about number five.

My darling mei. She is kind and cute. :)

12)How about number four?

Siao zha bor! lol. Mei you lar. Ta hen hao. :)

13)Who is number two?

My donkey brother. :)

Doneeeeeeeeeee!

Nights peoples!

Loves,Yvonneyiizy.

Love bug.

2008-11-05T06:03:00.000-08:00

Aloha!

Today i settled something with someone. I'm glad it is all settled and she's kinda nice.So yeah. I'm okay with everything d. It's a nice day for me. :) But the exam results were a bit disappointing. ): Guess what? i almost cry when i know that i failed for my SCIENCE. Damn it. This is totally bad.I've learned my lesson and i will study hard next time. Just now i really felt like bunuh myself. But luckily my friends were there to cheer me up. Thank you baby! :) Oh yeah, i almost fail for my maths too. But then Pn.Lim gave me bonus mark..so i PASS! thanks Pn Lim. :) So far, i only get back my sej,geo,english,bm,sc and maths.

Sej- 51/80

( dont know the full mark yet )

Geo- 50/100

Maths-40/100

Sc- 34/100 ):

English-74/100

Bm-65/100

I seriously dropped alot in this term. I can't take the fact. ): I dont care. I MUST study hard next time! Well, tmr i'm having this basketball competition. I hope it cancel. I'm scare. I never touch a ball before and i'm scare of them. I know i know, this is stupid. -.- But what to do.. Haihs. We pulang the SPBT books today. It was damn freaking heavy. Lucky got all the gentlemen help me carry. Aww.. thanks guys! :) Oh god, tmr is the last day of school.. and also is the last day that i'll be in SMK DU. Obviously i'm sad. ): I can't live without my friends! No! No! No! T_T Skip all this. Dont feel like talking bout it lar. It hurts me when thinking about it. Haihs.

AND!!

Baby, what suprise are you going to give me tmr? I'm damn curious what will it be. Anyways, I love surprises! :D

Lalalalalalalala.
I'm tired d.. I need to sleeppppp. Nights peoples!

Hugs and kisses,

Yvonneyiizy.

Time passes like lightning.

2008-11-04T07:57:00.000-08:00

Guess what?

EXAMs are OVER!

Everyone was shouting loudly like lion after school. lols. But who doesn't feel happy when exam are over, right? So yeah. Finally! No more stress about exam. No stress no stress. :) Today we had Geo,English 1 and Kemahiran Hidup for our last paper. Geografi and English 1 were okay. Kemahiran hidup was making me almost tak hidup. Why? Bcause i dont even understand a single thing and i tembak all. My machine gun very geng hor? Lol. Ahh, screw it lar. Exam is over! Well, school is going to end in two days. But SPM is coming soon, so good luck to all Form 5,you guys can do it! By the way, I dont want school to end so fast........ God knows why.... ): Oh god, tmr have to wear St.John Uniform. Long time didnt wear d. Oh yeah, finally i can eat properly after so many days. My ulcer is getting better! :)

Damn, yesterday my mum told me that my brother is a GAY. He told my mum that he don't like girl. But when my mum asked him.. do u like boy? then he didnt answer my mum. O.O That's scary. Somemore my aunt told me that she saw my brother watched porn before. Like hello? He just 10 years old. Well, maybe that's normal, but guess what? he watched GAY porn. -.- I'm totally speechless. Oh my fucking god. Alright, I hope he will change. I really dont want to have gay brother. Oh god. I'm still speechless and shocked. O.O

Oh yeah, i will post all the picture next time and the global peace festival thingy. Now wo too lazy leh. Dui bu qi. Sorry peoples! It's sleeping time now and I wanna to talk to someone on the phone.

Forget to mention that, I hate bitches. I bet you all hate them too right? Especially that girl in our school.Seriously lorh, actually we dont want to be this way de lorh. But you paksa us to. So it's all your fault. Don't blame us. You are damn rude weih.Good job bitch. You really treat us VERY good. I swear i will treat you even more better and i bet you will love the way i treat you.:) Ya, i know you very " pretty " but u no need to lan c one. People got eyes to see one. No need you to tell us. Understand? But even tho you tak understand also must understand larh. You very smart one what. You love to insult people arh? then insult kao kao larh. In the end, you're the one who will kena everything back. Heard this before or not? What goes around,What comes around. So yeah. and hor Since you like to paksa people, i bet you like laksa too. So can we throw some laksa on your face to treat you better? I know this is lame, but it's fun. You really damn pissed me off. What do you feel if i treat you this way? Think bout people's feelings lar. Bastard. Forgive me for treating you so kind. Well, you started all this. We're just trying to talk to you nicely but you treat us nicer. Wow. i'm " loving " it. Good luck bitch. Hope you enjoy and appreciate everything that we done to you. I will give you a big THANK YOU. Rmb to say welcome hor, must have some manners marh. This simple manners tak kan you tak tahu right? Ni zhen de hen bendan! Nah, i know you understand chinese larh. No need to tell me de. I got brain one. Dont worry. Be happy. :) Aiyarh, i got too much things to say about you, but then i have no time.. I'm exhausted. I might continue. Want to know something? You're very fun to blog about. Aku suka! Wo xi huan! I like it! yeah baby! You " rocks " larh bitch. :)

Twinkle twinkle little star...

bla bla bla...

I'm crazy now. o.O

Ahh, I'm tired d. LOL.

To be continue with pictures!

Nights peoples.

Yvonneyiizy.

I'm your girl.

2008-11-02T02:20:00.000-08:00

I'm suppose to study now. But what am i doing now? On9-ing and on the phone with someone. What to do.. I'm a lazy girl. Wo hen Lazy de. :) Alamak, dont care bout exam lar. Tonight only study. like i will. >< By the way, today is
Tan Hong Ling's birthday :)

Happy sweet 15th birthday.

All the best to you!

Yesterday night i slept at 3am, woke up at 1pm. But i'm still tired. Guess why? Cause i'm not feeling well for a week d. Like what my mum said, I'm getting sick soon, somemore got this serious headache plus ucler! Wtf. Damn ulcer! I hate ulcer! Why? BCAUSE i have to take ONE freaking hour to finish my food just bcause of the ulcer. I know, i know, damn zha dou right? lol. Well, Just came back from dinner with my family. We had our dinner in Sunway Pyramid. My leg is hurt. ): Exam is going to end soon and holiday is coming soon! Yay! It's party time! :) I used to hate a girl alot from form 1.But then, i found out that actually she's a nice girl. Keep it up girl! So, i will blog about the Global Peace Festival thingy selepas exam kay? Well, i think i better go and study now or else i sure fail for sejarah. Ohmygod. NO WAY! lol. Like i said, i perlu to study now, i got no time to upload all the picture that i took today. ): I promise i will upload ALL after exam! and i need a new look for my blog. I will do everything after EXAM! I'm touched and hyper now for some reason. God knows why. Thanks baby! lol. Nights people :) Good luck!

With loves,

Yvonneyiizy.

不想懂得

2008-10-28T01:15:00.000-07:00

I'm back. :) Sorry for the non-update. I was busy studying for maths. My brain is going to burst d! I dont even know how to do a single question. Damn freaking stress.This is bad. My mum want me to get 70 for MATHS. Impossible eyh. Maths is driving me crazy. ): I sounds damn nerd. lols. By the way,Last sat, i went ou with him. Aww, it's a great day.I had fun. I love you baby. :) Well, today is my lovely darling's birthday.

LIM AI LING!

Happy birthday princess. :)

( Look at you! look how adorable are you. (: )

But now become sexy and hot girl d. :P

Omg. You looks so sweet. As sweet as the candy that u're holding. :)

If we ever seperate,It'll have to be certain fate.No matter what,your my best friend,As the chant goes'Forever to the end'.You are my very best friend...When we fight,I fight tears.Not to mention my fears of losing you,We may grow apart,And drift away,But I will always remember you as my best friend forever.Always,Like the chant goes,Forever 'till the end,You'll always be my best friend. I promise. :)

To tell you the truth, I Miss You Alot.I miss how we spend our time together when form 1," the gang of 5 ". We used to be very close last year but for some certain reason,We are not that close anymore like how we used to be.But nevermind,i just want you to know that you are my best friend no matter what! I'm sorry I can't be with you today.On your day just want to say that you can count on me to be your friend until the end.I know that you would be as true.To me for just as long.No "if" or "but," no matter what,Our friendship will be strong. So, my darling, I'm glad you're here to share my joy and pain.

"Happy Birthday" means much more
Than have a happy day.

Within these words lie lots of things

I never get to say.
It means I love you first of all,

Then thanks for all you do.

It means you mean a lot to me,

And that I'm proud of you.
But most of all, I guess it means

That I am thinking of

Your happiness on this, your day,

With pleasure and with love.

Once again,

Happy sweet 14th birthday jolin freak. :D

I edited this pciture for your another birthday present. :)

Hugs and Kisses.

I went to a festival which called global peace Malaysia with TooCarmen,NgYenPeng and JasonChai last week or last last week ( i can't rmb when,lol). We had fun. I guess so. >< I will post the picture when i am free next time. :)

Tmr we are having maths and Bm1 test. ):I need to study d.

Nights people. :)

Lots of love,

Yvonneyiizy.

I dont know why.

2008-10-17T11:10:00.000-07:00

当世界不知不觉的变了

Dang shi jie bu zhi bu jue de bian le

有时候我怀念以前的我

You shi hou wo huai nian yi qian de wo

作的梦虽然远远的

Zuo de meng sui ran yuan yuan

想像是一种快乐

Xiang xiang shi yi zhong kuai

拥有了同时也失去什麼

Yong you le tong shi ye shi qu shen

而眷恋原来会带来软弱

Er juan lian yuan lai hui dai lai ruan

你让我在雾里成熟

Ni rang wo zai wu li cheng shu

心开始曲折

Xin kai shi qu

我不想舍得不想懂得

Wo bu xiang she de bu xiang dong de

是谁惹谁言不由衷

Shi shui re shui yan bu you zhong

说谎伤害都是不安犯的错

Shuo huang shang hai dou shi bu an fan de

怕抱不紧什麼

Pa bao bu jin shen me

我不想舍得不想懂得

Wo bu xiang she de bu xiang dong de

谁说割爱才更深刻

Shui shuo ge ai cai geng shen ke

彼此依赖是爱不是负荷

Bi ci yi lai shi ai bu shi fu

互相照顾就是幸福的

Hu xiang zhao gu jiu shi xing fu de.

当世界不知不觉的变了

Dang shi jie bu zhi bu jue de bian

有时候我怀念以前的我

You shi hou wo huai nian yi qian de

作的梦虽然远远的

Zuo de meng sui ran yuan yuan

想像是一种快乐

Xiang xiang shi yi zhong kuai le

拥有了同时也失去什麼

Yong you le tong shi ye shi qu shen

而眷恋原来会带来软弱

Er juan lian yuan lai hui dai lai ruan ruo

你让我在雾里成熟

Ni rang wo zai wu li cheng

心开始曲折

Xin kai shi qu

我不想舍得不想懂得

Wo bu xiang she de bu xiang dong de

是谁惹谁言不由衷

Shi shui re shui yan bu you zhong

说谎伤害都是不安犯的错

Shuo huang shang hai dou shi bu an fan de

怕抱不紧什麼

Pa bao bu jin shen

我不想舍得不想懂得

Wo bu xiang she de bu xiang dong de

谁说割爱才更深刻

Shui shuo ge ai cai geng shen

彼此依赖是爱不是负荷

Bi ci yi lai shi ai bu shi fu he

能握著手就是感动的

Neng wo zhe shou jiu shi gan dong

我愿意

Wo yuan yi

一秒钟放弃全宇宙

Yi miao zhong fang qi quan yi zhou

挤在只有我们

Ji zai zhi you wo men

紧靠的小星球

Jin kao de xiao xing qiu.

我不想舍得不想懂得

Wo bu xiang she de bu xiang dong de

是谁惹谁言不由衷

Shi shui re shui yan bu you zhong

说谎伤害都是不安犯的错

Shuo huang shang hai dou shi bu an fan de cuo

怕抱不紧什麼

Pa bao bu jin shen me

我多不舍得多不懂得

Wo duo bu she de duo bu dong de

谁说割爱才更深刻

Shui shuo ge ai cai geng shen ke

彼此依赖是爱不是负荷

Bi ci yi lai shi ai bu shi fu he

能握著手就是感动的

Neng wo zhe shou jiu shi gan dong de

说谎伤害都是不安犯的错

Shuo huang shang hai dou shi bu an fan de cuo

怕抱不紧什麼

Pa bao bu jin shen me

我多不舍得多不懂得

Wo duo bu she de duo bu dong de

谁说割爱才更深刻

Shui shuo ge ai cai geng shen ke

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With love,

Yvonneyiizy.

You are my angel ;

2008-10-13T01:25:00.000-07:00

Today is my baobei Yenpeng's birthday. I'm so sorry that i can't wish you face to face today. Bcause of School holiday larh. Urghhh. ): But nevermind larh, at least i'm the first person who wish you happy birthday, Muawhs. You rocks my life girl. Although i feels like we know each other for quite long and we are so close but actually we only know each other for not even one year. Me, You, Carmen and Jiaxin are sister forever. Nothing can break us apart. Today is her sweet 14 birthday. I'm gonna blog about the moments that she spend with us.

You You You.

Eat more larh you. Later become fat girl then you know. :P

Want kiss people arh you? :P

This girl name Ng Yen Peng. She turns 14 today. She is one of my bestest friend in my life. She is the one that bring me out of sorrow. She's from Malacca and now she is studying in Smk Damansara Utama. This is where the place that i get to know her. Because of her, i never regret for coming to this school. So now you can see how much i love her? lols.

Me and You.

We've been through of many challanges, sadness,happiness, everything larh. lol. You make my life full of joyness.As you sit in silence,Wondering whyI'll be your shoulder to cry on until your tears run dry.When you've been hurt and can't believe what they've done.If you need someone to talk to,I'll be the one.If a close friend hurts you and you don't understand.Remember I'm here,I'll lend a helping hand.Burdens are lighter when carried by two and I just want you to know I'm here for you.You turned my darkness into light.You made everything all right.You picked me up when I was down.You turned my life around.If I didn't have you, what would I be?A blessing is what you are to me.When I needed you the most, you were there;Even if it seemed like you didn't care.When I didn't think I could make it another day,You chased all my doubts away.If I didn't have you, what would I be?A treasure is what you are to me.The world is full of many people, it's true.But there is only one of you.You fill my heart with love.You're a God-sent gift from above.If I didn't have you, what would I be?An angel is what you are to me.Lost and alone, I will no longer be.Because you are here with me.There is no reason to be sad.You've taken away all the bad.If I didn't have you, what would I be?A best friend is what you are to me.

I will never forget the moment that we've been through in school.

You were always there when I needed you and I hope I was always there for you too.

You are my lucky star.My best friend is also what you are.

You had a way of making me happy when I was sad and if I did something wrong, you wouldn't be mad.

You are my everything,my comfort, my weakness, my joy.

I tell you arh,

Promise me, Dont ever leave me alone. :P

Too Carmen.

She is your dai gah jie. Lol :) She is the one who know you the longest among us.

Lee Jia Xin.

This girl is always cute and hyper. lols. She is the joker in our gang. Dont you think? :) hahas.

Friends ;

Friends for life is what we are.Friendship and love are always intertwined. Too close which sometimes causes confusion.But if we don't try, we will never know if it was meant to be.

Me, Zhi Qian, Kar Yee and You.

Keng ling,Jiaxin,You and Carmen.

Jiaxin,You,Carmen,Jo ee, and Huiwen.

Jiamin,Carmen and you.

Me Ailing Nicholas and You.

The group picture that we took in Orphanage.

Carmen You and Ching wen.

Elaine jiejie and you.

Jia min Carmen and You.

2+2= 4ever.
Loves Family ;

Best friends aren't easy to find. But we are to lucky to have you.We were best friends for one year,a year of laughter, a year of tears.In the short time of bliss,We had promised to be friends for years.Life is full of changes, but never more so than as a teen. Even friendships, of necessity, change and so do we.

The hardest part of being a friend is knowing when you need it a little and when you need it a lot.

A good friend is there for you,They are real, they are true- blue,Their compassion should never end,That's what it takes to be a good friend.

Those most valiant in life don't always hold a sword or leap tall buildings. Sometimes, we are those who simply know how to care.

Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave and impossible to forget.

Life is partly what we make it, and partly what it is made by the friends whom we choose.In the End, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends.

Happy Sweet 14th brithday Baobei. :D

They say a best friend,Is always there.Good times bad times,Special times for anything anywhere.So here I am,Standing here today,At this special momentSo wish you a happy birthday.Happy Birthday to you,You're a year older now.Happy Birthday to you,You're growing. WOW!Happy Birthday to you,Life's not as short as they say.If so,I wouldn't be able to see you today.To be almost grown,How does it feel?And be able to tell the difference between what's fake and what's real.Though I didn't see you from the beginning,I get to see you to the end.From a seed to flower,But not quite yet you're only at the stem.But when you start to blossom,I'll still be here.To know you made it all right,Up until then.When it hurts to look back,And you're scared to look ahead.Just right beside you,And your best friend is there.We'll always be best friends,From now until the end.

Last but not least,

Thank you for being in my life.I'm glad that i met you. I really hope we will be good friend forever. Never ever end.I will always love you. I will appreciate our friendship all the time.

Your Lougongzai lol.

Ps: Good luck to all form 3 who are having PMR. :)

Baby, Thanks for making me trust you alot. Loveyouforever. I really hope you didn't lie to me. Dont ever break my heart again. I can't take it anymore if u break it once again. Muawhs.

Lots of love,

Yvonneyiizy.

Thanks for the pain;

2008-10-12T04:47:00.000-07:00

This morning i found out something really bad. It's killing me. ):

Is it a lie or is it true?
Is that a dream or is it real?

So many tears I've cried for you.I wish you where right by my side. I try to show how much I feel,I try to show how much I care.I'm trying to make things right.I feel love, I feel hate right by my side...Tears like rain fallin down, I Don`t know what to do.I'm surrounded by pain.All those things you've done to me I can't erase and I can't keep this inside.On the first day that I met you,I should have known to walk away. But instead I stood there waiting,hoping you would come around But you always found a way to let me down.I'm sick of feeling down. I got a feeling baby. I lose control,you cut my heart in pieces, you crush my soul.All the time that I cry that I die that I lost in you, I'd always trust in you, it's only love. Tell me you want me,you love me,you miss me .Tell me a lie.Is it surprise?I'm asking you to lie,Why should it be? You do it all the time And you make promises Or at least break them.You can never keep them.You drive me insane.Your lies in my brain.Trying to sort them out from the truth.But what's the use?It's getting hard for me to swallow.My stomach feels hollow And you made it that way.Not because of giddy butterflies,But because of filthy lies.I just want to cry.So now people stare And I try not to care But I can't! I just can't And you know what? This sucks. ): I can't even sleep when i found out this. Finally I can fall asleep at 8 am. This is tiring. I look around with an emotionless face,Thinking of all the pain I've had to grace,I can never get away.My memories were here to stay,I close my eyes,I hear my cries,I hear my sighs,But most of all I hear your lies. The tears I cry,They aren't fake.They're the ones you made fall,They're the tears I've always cried,Cried over you.Even when you had no clue.I waited every evening,Cried when you didn't show.I'd say "No, I know."Every time you made your excuses.The tears I cried,They meant the most.Even when they didn't show,They were there,Hidden by my smile.You broke me,Made me cry,Tears fell like rain.I'd try to hide them,Like I tried to hide my broken heart. I'm sick of getting hurt. My gosh. Release me from the nightmares and all of that which haunts me.. I can not take them any longer. I hate this pain, I hate this feeling.My life is always the same, will it ever change? Theirs never any happiness, I thought their was supposed to be a light?Once I stayed up all night, and cried until, I would hear sighs.On my mind, theirs so much their, I wonder if you’ll ever care.I wish you would see that I know your sorry,But the pain, you still don’t see, this pain feeds off of me,Everyday, every night. What I feel is no surprise.All the great times I had with you, But the bad times, came so true,Could you ever see the pain I was hiding,Even though its not my fault for trying.

Did you want to tear my heart in half?

Like this? ):

Ps: Can you dont break a heart that is already broken anymore? ):

Yvonneyiizy ):

Never Give Up ;

2008-10-10T08:16:00.001-07:00

Today Carmen came to my house from 2 something to 6 something. We watched ghost movie ( the haunted school ) . After the movie, we got nothing to do.. So we create one blog for our " loves family"tynl.blogspot.com. She went home at 6 something.

At 8 something, i went to somewhere at Subang with my family for dinner. Well, I'm still having fever. Headache sial. ):

Blablabla. I lazy to continue d and i got no mood to continue d. Something bad happened again. Why everytime also end up this way?): Nights people.

Picture;

With love,

Yvonneyiizy.

I love you, I hate you ;

2008-10-09T08:40:00.000-07:00

Amanda Huang<3

I dont know why god blessed me, With such good friends as you.When my pain gets me down And I just dont know what to do I just think of you and it helps me through.Something you said or even just a look you gave.Just gives me the hope to want to live.You share your smiles your laughter and even your heart .That is why it is so very hard to part. But even though we're not together all the time. You're always in my heart and forever on my mind. I Miss You Alot Darling! You are my best friend forever. Me and you were always together And now we can't do that because we have different schools. I really miss you, all your advice and the times when you made me happy. You're the very best friend I've ever had.

Dance among the ribbons of the birthday balloons. Smile through the lit candles and sing to the classic happy tune. Eat the cake of wishes, frosted with sweet dreams of parties to come. Blindly swing at the flying unicorn, sending treasures across the lawn. Spin among the music and laughter in your perfect party dress that's brand new. And till next year my darling,

Happy Sweet 14th birthdayy!:)

Anyways, today we had chinese paper 1 and moral test. Moral was okay bcause i did memorize some of the definasi last minute with someone last night. BUT, chinese paper 1 was bad. I dont know how to do. I fell asleep while i'm doing chinese paper 1. I was damn tired and sleepy. Haihs,I dont want to fail for my chinese. ): But nevermind, we are having holidays from 10.10.08 till 16.10.08. Yay! So i have more time to study. Yea rite.Hopefully i got the mood to study -_- .

Alright, I love the way you make me smile.I hate the way you make me cry.I love that your always there for me.I hate that you act like you don't care sometimes.I love the way you always know what to say to get me to laugh.I hate the way you act like its all a game.I love the sound of your voice.I hate that i can never stay mad at you.I love how you say whats on your mind.I love how sweet you can be.I hate how your rude to me.I love how you sweep me off my feet.I hate how you drop me to the floor.I love how you are so real.I hate how you say good-bye.I love the way you laugh.I hate how you piss me off so much.I love the way you say i'm cute.I hate the way you make me feel like a cheep whore.I love the way you always make me feel better about myself.I hate to get mad at you.I love that i can always take to you about anything.I hate that i hate you some times.I love that i love you.But i think everything is getting better now. I love you baby. Thanks for loving me so much. Now i know that you love me too.I enjoyed the moments when you're chatting with me. It's has been a long time we chat that much d. I really loves that feeling. Muawhs. Thanks for accompanying me every night. I appreciate it. :) Thanks for cheering me up when i'm sad. Sorry for what i've done yesterday. I didn't mean to hurt you. I promise that will never happen again.But everytime when i did something wrong, you will always forgive me. Thanks Alot Baby. Loving you,I found the depth of loving me constantly.I feel so wonderful inside.I want to spend my whole life.You captured my heart.You show me what true love is.Its keeps getting better and better.I want to be with you.My life is so complete.Nothing will take your place.You captured my heart with your goodness.You show me what true love is.Im going to love you forever.Loving you forever and ever.Finally i can be happy and smiling for at least one day. I hope it will be everyday but not just one day. I hate to be hurt and sad.I dont like pretending to be happy and smile. It's suffering and pain to do so. ): But you promise me that you will never make me sad anymore rite baby? :)

Damn it, i'm still not feeling well ): I'm having fever now. Aiks. Oh well, Its getting late,I better go now. :)

Ps: 5201314. Wo hen ai ni, Bendan. ;P I Miss You. Good luck for your exam baby.All the best to you. :)

Nights peoples.

Lots of love,

Yvonneyiizy.

Why? ):

2008-10-08T08:08:00.000-07:00

Haihs. I Hate My Life. ):

I'm so sorry for what i've done. ):

I Feel Like Crying Now ):

I hate myself.

Lonely ;

2008-10-07T06:50:00.000-07:00

You are my sunshine.

If I could erase the past, and make a future new, in one heartbeat I'd do it ,I'd do it all for you.

If you could spend one moment in my mind and one second in my heart, you would never doubt my love for you.

You brought me sunshine, when I only saw rain. You brought me laughter, when I only felt pain. Romantics at heart? Love at first sight? Have I known you before? God! This feels so right! Have I met you before? Another time, another place? If it's only one night, will it bring us disgrace? What are these feelings? Must they be temporary? Just to make you happy, seems so necessary. I want you to know, cause I'll never forget~ knowing your smile~ your kisses~ and yet~ Dreams are something, that can't always come true, nothing more we can say, nothing more we can do. As I lie in my bed, Your name running through my head. All I can think of is you And all that you do. The way you look at me. I feel as if I’m in a dream. The blue sky Reminds me of your eyes Which gives me butterflies. You have brightened my life With that beautiful smile. No longer are my days a trial. Your touch is like heaven, Upon my young skin. If only you knew That what I say is true I would do anything just to be with you. Hand to hand, palm to palm Just hold me in your arms, I love you with all my heart 'Till the very day it falls apart. I may be young But my heart is strong. I know what love is It's my name and his. You make all the problems float away No matter how was my day. I love our heart to heart chats When our beats connect, And when my head starts to fade back From when the blue sky Turns sacred black.

Ps:I don't want to be your number 1, because that means that there is a 2 and 3; I want to be your only one.

Haihs. I'm not feeling well.Well, we are having moral and chinese test on this thursday. I didn't even touch my books yet. Im Dead. ):

I Love you with the breath, the smiles and the tears of all my life.

With love,

Yvonneyiizy.

You are my only one.

2008-10-05T06:30:00.000-07:00

Tagged by Mun Kar Darling. ;)

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
Of course. Who doesnt have secrets? ;)

2. Would you fall in love with a girl older than you? (If you are a boy) / a boy younger than you? (If you are a girl)?
Depends. But most probably yes. Cause age doesnt means anything rite?

3. Do you enjoy going to school/college?
Maybe? Maybe Not? lols i dunno.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Awww, i want to go HONG KONG meet my ron ng cheuk hei and SHOP for whatever i want! ;)

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
It depends. Of course the best friend must be boy. I'm not lesbian. ;)

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone.

7. List out your 15 favourite song :
Fall for you
Rainy day
Yesterday
Better in time
Cry on my shoulder
First love
Empty
Would you be there
Endless love
Truly Madly Deeply
Talk to me
Shan hu hai
When there was me and you
Say ok
Think of me

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Give up?

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
No? ):

10. What takes you down the fastest?
When he make me disappointed.

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
A famous fashion designer. ;)

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
Family and Friends and Him.

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Munkar? Hmm.. She's a very kind people and pretty. She's good in editing picture. ;) I love her.

14.Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Single and Rich.

15. What is your favourite colour?
Teal, Blueee, Grey, Blue, Black , White...

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Depends on how much i love him. ;)

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick??
Hmm..Hmm.. The one i love the most and the one can make me happy.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
I dunnoo=/

19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
hahahas. Depends.

20. 5 people that i have tagged.
-Kuan yen
-Jason Chai
-Caridee
-Kimberly phua
-Susan Tho

The next tag. LOL

Tagged by Alicia ;)

6 people to tag
-Ed-lynn
-Susan tho
-Jason
-Munkar
-Peiwen
-Veronnn

6 things i'm passionette about.
-Hong kong drama
-Friends
-Monkeyyy
-Sleeping
-Dolphinnnn
-Him

6 things i say too often
-LOL
-Suck Cock. ( i noe this is rude. =/ )
-OMG
-Huh?
-Haiyorhh
-baby arhhh

6 books i've read recently
I dunnooo. lols

6 songs i can listen to again and again:
-Yesterday
-Cry on my shoulder
-Rainy Day
-Better in time
-Endless love
-Talk to me

6 things learnt in past year:
-Dont give a damn about what people say about you.
-Dont trust people that much, especially boyfriend.
-Study hard!
-Always be happy
-Stop being bitchy?
-Be more serious in a relationship.

Some edited picture by me. ;)

Yvonneyiizy,TooCarmen,Leejiaxin,NgYenpeng

TanChingWen,LimAiLing,Yvonneyiizy,TanWeiWen,HooXinyi

BumCarieebabydee,Madjiebabymunnie,crazypeebabyeddie

siaodipubabyjassie,sotpingbabyvonnie,nutspuibabywennie

Done. ;)

Ps: I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch.I never thought that I could ever love a boy so much. I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny. For you, I'd cross the world, for you, I'd do anything. Baby, i hope everything will be alright soon. I dont want to lose you. I wish I knew what I could say or knew what I could do, to make you feel the love for me, I've always felt for you. All I ever did was love you as best as I knew how,maybe it wasn’t the love you deserved or wanted, but it was the love that I knew how to give at that time. ):The love you have given me has made days brighter. The thought of losing you will be the end of me, so let me love you till our hearts stop beating. I know there's an ocean between us,and I wish that it weren't true,for every day when I arise,I yearn to be with you.Though a lot of distance lies between us, you'll always be in my mind and my heart,And every night beneath the stars,I pray for the day we'll never be part.Every day I will be thinking about you. When my eyes are closed, when I sing and dance to a love song, when I'm checking my email, I will be thinking about you. When I go to sleep in the loneliness of my room and give in to wonderful dreams I will definitely be thinking about you.I know someday we will meet and spend our lives with each other. I have waited for someone like you, and now that I have found you I will never let you go. I love you so much.

Nights people.

With love,

Yvonneyiizy.

I want to be with you ;

2008-10-04T10:28:00.000-07:00

Haihs. I hate you but i love you. Things happened again. It hurts when this is happening. I am sick and tired of everything. I dont know what to do. Should i give up? But I can't live without you. Somehow,I cried alot for you. I dont know why. Maybe i just love you too much. I really care about you. I never knew i love you this much. But everytime you only know how to make me disappointed and sad. Tell me baby,tell me what can i do to be that one person you dream about, that one person you constantly think about, that one person you cant live without.. tell me please.. I may not be the perfect girl that you wished for when you were a little boy, but i'm willing to be perfect just for you. I'm afraid of losing you for the rest of my life. Dont leave me alone please. I dont want anything but i just want to be with you. Everything i have in this world and all that i'll ever be;it could all fall down around me,just as long as i have you right here by me. I thought of you today but that was nothing new. I thought of you yesterday and the day before that too. It doesnt take a special day to bring you to my mind. For a day without the thought of you is very hard to find. Somewhere, someone is dreaming of your smile and finds in your presence that life is worthwhile. So if you get lonely, remeber that it is true. That someone somewhere is thinking of you. Where are you baby? I miss you so much. We didnt chat for four days and it's almost one week d. Ahhh, this is killing me. A day without you is meaningless. Wherever you go, whatever you do, you know i love you from my heart i really do. I will be waiting,always. Whatever it takes,whatever's at stake, you know I'll be right here, right here always waiting for you. In fact, there's so much i want to say. But i just want you to know that

I Love You With All My Heart baby.

You're mine and I'm yours.

Today i teman my aunt to go Sungai Wang to get her colour contact lens. Then we went OU to shop. I bought a few tops and two short pants from topshop, zara and forever 21. I also bought some colourful hairbands from mini toons and two purse from Roxy AND my aunt paid everything for me.Thanks AUNT, I LOVE YOU! You rocks to the max. ;) After that, we were damn freaking hungry and we can't stand anymore so we went Sushi Zanmai for our first meal of the day. Oh yeah! I went to S&J and i almost cry when i reach there. Guess Why? Because someone had bought my DOLPHIN FLOWERS and now left last one. Haihs. Honestly, i want it badly. BUT i cant get it........... haihs. We have to rush back home before 8pm bcause of her lovely boyfriend need to attend his friend's birthday party.While we were rushing, suddenly my mummy give me a call and she orders me to buy dinner for my family. Oh gosh, this really makes me exhausted. Well, even tho this is tired but it's worth it. ;)

Alright, this holiday is going to end soon and guess what is coming soon? Last Term EXAM! Oh my god, i didnt even touch my books and i really got no time at all to study is because of i went back to my hometown, Sarawak with my family from mon till fri during holiday. I dont want to follow them but they dont allowed me to stay so they forced me to follow them. They said children cant stay at home alone. It's dangerous. So i HAVE to listen to them. It really make me damn freaking pissed off at them. Urgh, thanks very much mummy and daddy. Dont blame me if i fail my exam. :/ oh well, actually its not all my parents' fault bcause i brought some of my books back to my hometown so that i can study. BUT guess wad did i do? NOTHING besides shopping, on9-ing ,sleeping and play with my baby cousin. I rather waste my time for doing some stupid thing but i dont want to study.OMG, I'm useless weih. Seriously,Im dead. This really makes me damn freaking stress. I think i better go study now if not i'm very sure that i will fail for last term exam. -_- Oh yeah, i made some mugs for my friends' birthday present and some keychain for my darlings from my aunt's shop * pick and pack* at Kuching, Sarawak. It's really nice. I hope you guys will like it.I made one mug which is full of DOLPHIN picture for myself too. ;)

(Anyways,For people who live in Kuching, Sarawak , if u want to make ur own mugs,keychain and so on. You can visit this customizeyourgifts.blogspot.com and customize ur own gifts. Thanks. (; )

Pictures ;

Outing with my aunt Elaine Yii Yih Yie.

Forever 21.

Look at my crazy aunt. Lols.
Topshop.

Sushi Zanmai.

I love them ;)

Colourful hairbands

Kuching,Sarawak.

In the plane.

Me and mummy's lovely gingerbread.

Me and mummyyy.Daddy and Brother.

Mummy and Sister.

My mugs.

The keychains were for Munkar,Peiwen,Jiaxin,Myself,Yenpeng and Too Carmen.

I'm sorry darling mui,Caridee. I will get one for you next time when i go back again k? ;)

Monday-Friday ( 29.9.08-3.10.08)

Ps : Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight and say you love me one more time? I Really Need You To Be My Side Always and Forever.

With love,

Yvonneyiizy

Yesterday ;

2008-10-02T06:59:00.000-07:00

I wanna die. I wanna bleed. I wanna cry but all i can do is just keep walking with a smile on my face and pretend the scars aren't really there.
You made me cry once again. WHY? ):

I am a BITCH. ):

):

2008-09-27T09:25:00.000-07:00

Haihs. ): I'm missing you.

With you I can be free cause I know you love me You'll never judge anything I say and you'll let me be.Every feeling for you I make sure to show.You are the smile on my face if I ever feel low.You're a person who is the best so true and kind.Your love and soul took me 3 years to find.Yet the whole time you were standing in front of me.Yet to the world around us it was so obvious to see.I'm lost in your eyes each time I connect with your heart.In my heart heart and mind you'll always be a part.These feelings continue to grow to the love of my life.You are my sunshine who took away all my strife.You are my eternal life the smile of my soul.Its your presence and love that keeps me whole.You are the dream I see every single night.A love between you and me I must hold tight.I fall in love with you every time I see your face.In your heart and mind I'll be and no other place.You are my should to cry on, we were meant to be .Forever in each others heart.

Baby, thank you for loving me.

I Really Miss You Alot.

Without you in a day makes it feel like forever. ):

I Love You.

You Mean The World To Me. <3

Lots of lovees.

Hugs and Kisses.

With Love,

Yvonneyiizy.

Loves ;

2008-09-19T08:16:00.000-07:00

Today is my girlfriend's birthday. ;D Guess who is my girlfriend..?

She is..........

TAN CHING WEN!!!!! ;D

Once again,

Happy birthday darling.

Wishing you another wonderful year of happiness and joy.

The more candles, the bigger wish.

I hope all your birthday dreams and wishes come true.

Not just a year older, but a year better.

Here's another year of experience.

I hope that for every candle on your cake you get a wonderful suprise.

birthday is just the first day of another 365-day journey around the sun. Enjoy the trip.

Wishing you a very warm Birthday.

Dear girlfriend,

We are two of a kind,We do silly things which only you and I know what they mean!

We share our pain,We laugh together and when the going gets tough

We're there for each other!

Our friendship is special to be treasured forever!

Lots of love<3

Last but not least,

Hope u like the present and the card tht i made for you. Muawhs.

Hugs and Kisses.

With love,

Yvonneyiizy.

Please tell me that you love me too.

2008-09-16T11:55:00.000-07:00

Happy Mooncake Festival Everyone. :)

With love,

Yvonneyiizy.

Happy Birthdayy.

2008-09-02T07:56:00.000-07:00

To:

Ron Ng Cheuk Hei<3

It's your birthday time again;

It's true; there's no denying,

Another year has come and gone;

You know that I'm not lying.
So for you, the birthday person,

Here's what I want to say:

I hope this birthday's the best one yet,

In every delightful way.
So happy birthday to you.

Have lots of birthday fun!

May your birthday wishes all come true,

Even if you have a ton.

Although i can't wish you in real life

And i dont think you will know i wish you also. lol

But.. i really wish you with all my heart.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ;

RON NG CHEUK HEI! :)

Happy birthday to you,

Happy birthday to

YOU!

Wish you all the best in ur job.

Act more in hong kong drama!

Cause i want to see your leng zai looks :D

I'll always support you no matter what happened.

You're the best!

No one can replace you in my heart.

Hope you enjoy your birthday with your friends and your fans in Hong Kong.

From:

A super duper big fans of

Ron ng cheuk hei.

Hugs and Kisses.

With love,

YvonneYiiZy.

Friendship never ends.

2008-08-30T22:48:00.000-07:00

Fate chooses our relatives, we choose our friends.

True friendships are like snowflakes,each one equally special, yet somehow always unique.Some friends you choose on your own-andsome, like us are chosen for oneanother before we're even oldenough to speak.Friends help each other to grow anddiscover what life is all about--Sometimes we choose to walk downseparate paths, only to returnand tell the other what was foundout.For us girls, simply labeling yourselfa friend does not get you off thehook--We have several responsibilities, suchas gossiping, doing each other'shair, and reassuring each other howfat we DON'T look!True friends never judge--we'll standby each other no matter how poor ofchoices one of us might make.We see one another through sleeplessnights and tears, never sure whenthe sadness will break.It's amazing how quickly life startspassing by, the older we get.Many times when things get rough, itseems easiest to simply just quit.But after all life's up's and down's,you've been lucky enough to findsomeone who makes you complete inlife.Someone not to replace us all, but toadd to your happiness--who wantsyou as his very own princess andto make you his wife.

Ng Yen Peng<3

We might not have been friends from the start,But that doesnt mean you werent always in my heart.I wish I was friends with you from a very young age,But its okay because when I became friends with you my life started a new page.Our friendship means so much to me I just cant say,I don?t know what I would do without you and your thoughtful way.During our friendship we have had a few fights,But in the end we knew we could make it right.Whenever I would hit a bump in life and fall,You were there to help and you?re the one who made me get through it all.I wanted you to know I am happy we made it through,And that one of the people I completely trusted with everything was you.You have been there for me every step of the way,Helping me to take life day by day.You have helped me forget my fears,And in the end that has stopped my tears.Thank you so much for all you have done for me,You made me be the best person I can be.I will always be there for you,and I hope you will be there for me too,for our friendship can never be broken,I will remain loyal through all the good and the bad,and in the end we will be glad,because without you I am nothing,as you are nothing without me,we fill the space a lover couldn't fill,for we hold each others secrets that we would never spill,and the day you're gone, part of me goes too,because I wouldn't want to be here with out you,Best friends forever you and me,nothing could ever change that; it's destiny.

Ng Pei Wen <3

If I were a memory I'd hold you there forever, Reminding you of the good times we shared together ,If I were a smile on your face I would stay ,Never to let sadness chase me too far away If I were a teardrop I'd roll gently down from your eyes Not to burn much but to mend your sweet cries If I were a hand I'd want you to hold me in your own Carry me through life .. even when I'm grown If I were feet I would stay inline with you So I could be with you in all that you do If I were a shadow I would always follow We'd face things together in all the tomorrows If I were pain I'd stay far away from the start To make sure you never felt me or I never broke your heart If I were a song I'd be a sweet sound to your ears To keep up your hopes and carry you through the years If I were strength I'd give you my all I'd hold you high and never let your fall If I were your heart I'd be steady and true I'd be there in every beat; staying strong for you If I were the sun I'd shine down upon your faceIlluminate your smile and radiate through your graceIf I were a star I'd sparkle like your eyes I would look upon your life and never stop my shine I don't know how good at those things I could beI'm not any of them but this I want you to seeIf I were a friend I couldn't let you down I'd never let you fall or walk away from me with a frown If I were a friend I would hold your hand I would be with you always, I hope you understand If I were a friend I would give you my all And though it's not much, I'll be there when you callIf I were a friend I'd be in every memory too When you laughed, when you cried, I'd be with youI CAN be these things, it's not impossible to be a friend I CAN be your best and I'll be here till the end If I were forever, you would be too.
Together forever;
Me and You.

Too Carmen <3

You made me laugh when I cried so hard.You gave me bracelets to cover my scars.You held me close when I was so cold.You offered a comforting hand to hold.You picked me up whenever I fell.You showed me heaven when I was blinded by hell.You answered my calls in the darkened night.You gave me the reasons to hold on and fight.You rescued me when I was drowning in pain.You plaed me back on the right path again.You loved me forever and stayed by my side.You entered my heart as an angel to guide.You may not be with me so much anymore,But I know you will leave open a beckoning door.I miss you so much but I'll fight till the end.I love you so much my Bestest friend. You make me laugh.You make me cheerful.You help make all of my dreams come true.You make me understand what goes on around me.You keep me warm on the warmest nights.You Make me walk away without any fights.You protect me,You are the fulfillment of my dreams.Your eyes are brown.Your fur is yellow.I am never blue,When I am around you.You have always been there for me when I feel blue, Or when I am just cruel.With all the time in the world,If I only had one hour with you.I would show you how much you mean to me,By showing you what you have done for me.And constantly reminding you of how much I love you and always will.

Cheah Mun Kar<3 If we ever seperate,It'll have to be certain fate.No matter what,your my best friend,As the chant goes'Forever to the end'.You are my very best friend...When we fight,I fight tears.Not to mention my fears of losing you,We may grow apart,And drift away,But I will always remember you as my best friend forever.Always,Like the chant goes,Forever 'till the end,You'll always be my best friend .Just when I think I've lost my way.Something illuminates the dark There you are leading the way Love shining from your heart Many friends have crossed my path And I thank God for them all But I got an extra special blessing When your friendship answered my call You stayed by my side every step Even when others fledI know that because you're here I can face whatever's ahead Your smile and laugh urge me on And encourage me to be strong Your loving support helps me stand When the road is rough and long So much that I can thank God for:My family and health But when He blessed me with youHe gave me more than wealth Mortal words could never explainWhat you have come to beYou are my life, my world, my heart You are EVERYTHING to me.

Lee Jia Xin<3

There's been so many times al where I've needed you as my friend,No matter what the reason is you be there til the end.Every time i need to talk or I'm sad and feeling blue,you understand, your honest and you'll give your point of view.You always put me first if i need you to be there,I appreciate you doing this it shows how much you really care.Your unconditional friendship showed me the person i am inside, and just to be myself is something i never have to hide.If you ever need anything, anytime day or nightI promise i will be there to try and make it right.Cos i hope i can do for you all the things you've done for me,Cos a true friend is what you forever will always be. You have been there for me. Through everything. The good times and bad, no matter what. In the entire time of knowing you I am amazed, each day, of how fortunate I am to have found someone who cares for me, as you have.I remember one night my parents and I were in a fight and you called. You didn't even ask me what had happened, but within five minutes, there you were, at my door step with a shoulder to cry on.My mother has always told me what the qualities to prove a good husband are. Selfless love, commitment, and trust are a few. My friend, you and I have this. I hope someday, to find someone as loving, compassionate and selfless as you. You mean the absolute world to me.I don't know what i would ever do if something happened to you.I cannot wait to grow old and see what you have done with your life. Who you married, and what your children are like. To laugh, and reminisce over good times we shared together.My best friend, though we are graduating and departing to different universities, promise me you will always keep me in your heart, as you are in mine,always and forever.

Jason Chai <3

There are moments when I think I am seeing stars,It is when we are the closest and never so far,I listen to your voice and it is like a lullaby in my head,The same why I feel whenever, I rest my face next to your head.And, yes ' I know this is a love that is filling my eyes,But I also know the lines between you and I,And from this point that is all fine,At least your heart too, is also mine.And, I understand what are people seeing in us when we are interacting; think they know what they are talking about,Yes, we could be just as ignorant kick at them and pout ' spout out!Yet our truth is stronger than anything they may tout.Whomever places a ring on my left hand will know you have a ring on my right hand,You share that same special place that my partner could always demand,You are my best friend,You are another man that I do love,And it does not concern me what the world may think of us as of?

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Me and My Best Friends;)

Sisters Forever

Ng Yen Peng , Yvonne Yii Zhin Yen , Too Carmen , Lee Jia Xin.

Friendship Forever.

Jason Chai , Ng Pei Wen , Cheah Mun Kar , Yvonne Yii Zhin Yen.

Dear my darlings , girlfriend , sister ;)

Thanks for giving me all the sweet memories. I really appreciate it. ;) i love you guys forever and ever. Thank you for the friendship you guys have offered; rest assured that I'll treasure it in my heart and will always remember that once in my life, I've known some people like you guys.Thanks for always be there for me no matter what happen. You guys really make my life full of joy and happiness. Although i lost someone that i really love, but i still have you guys by my side. You guys told me that i am not lonely. You guys are very important to me. Without you guys, i am NOTHING at all. I cant live without you guys. I met you guys in the beginning. I hope i wont lose you guys in the end and somewhere in between, we became the best of friends.

Thank you very very very much! ;)

Hugs and Kisses.
With love,
Yvonneyiizy.

Disappointed.

2008-08-29T06:27:00.000-07:00

You and I, were perfect together
You and I, were loving each moment
But time has moved on, these feelings grew old
The once hidden message, began to unfold
Unfold like the letter, you opened today
Unfold like my feelings, as they slipped away
Our world has stopped turning, our lives aren't the same
Our trust for eachother, has turned into shame
Shame like the hurt, I see in your eyes
Shame like my pride, I covered with lies
There's room to recover, there's others out there
We have more to give, we have more to share
We stand here alone, with nothing to say
Left speechless and hurt, on this break up day.
It's gone
What's gone? My mind?Soul? No, I'm fine
Not really
Deep inside, something is missing
The love and tender kissing
She walked out herself
Now all I do is talk to myselfin the mirror, with my reflection
My heart is deadSoon it will make a resurrection
Once the wounds heal
And I'm loved for real
A type of love
I can feel
But nobody loves me
Nobody cares
Nobody loves me
That nobody is me
I can't love myself because no one does
I'm all alone and no longer what I once was
But the only thing that keeps me alive
Is knowing that the next day, it might all changeFor the bestAnd that "nobody" becomes somebody.
You made me cry...
You tore me apart.
.You left me in tears..
You've shattered my heart..
It wasn't your fault..
I guess it was me..
for love can't be forced..
Perhaps we weren't meant to be..
It still doesn't help..
now that i know..
Because for some reason..
my heart won't let go..
I've tried more than once..
to get over you..
but you make it so hard..
with cute things you do..
I thought love was joy..
but i've got nothing to gain..
just sorrows..,tears..
and a little more pain..
The day the pain started ..
reality came too..
It was the day i realized ..
I'LL NEVER BE WITH YOU.....
I never knew I could hurt like this and everyday life goes on like"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
I Miss you but I try not to cry.
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever.
But i have to accept it.
Loving him hard to regret.Losing him hard to accept, But with all the hurt i have felt, letting go is the most painful yet.
If I could control my heart, I would stop it from falling in love with you. :(

The End.

With Love,

Yvonneyiizy.

Broken Heart;

2008-08-28T06:49:00.000-07:00

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop.

Aiks. I just cant believe your gone.To be honest, I Still Love You. I still love you ALOT. I still remember what did u said to me last time. BUT when i realized that everything was just a lie, my heart broke into million pieces:(
Those days without you are meaningless. I am forcing myself to think that everything will be alright. But NO! I Cant Do It! :( Your the best thing ever happened to me, but to you i am NOTHING at all.

Well, Everything is over. i have to accept the fact and live with it. Since there's no more you and me, It's time I let you go,So I can be free And live my life how it should be No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you. I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out.And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart.And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you.But those words may forver stay in my heart-locked inside. Time will make you forget me but time make me love you more than before.

I hate to see the one I love happy with somebody but I surely hate it more to see the one I love unhappy with me.Soo, I am trying my best to let go and i hope i can do it. Forget the times he walked by, Forget the times he made me cry, Forget the times he spoke my name, Remember now i am not the same. Forget the times he held my hand, Forget the sweet things,Forget the times & Don't pretend, Remember now he's just my friend. I will know that I love someone when I want him to be happy,Even if that means you're not a part of their happiness.

I cried when I knew I lost you, afraid I had lost it all.Then I realized that losing you, didn't have to mean I lost me.
One day you will seek love and be sorry that you threw mine away.
My heart only fought for what it wanted. Now my heart is having to fight to let him go.
Now that I have loved so purely and deeply,I have realized how lonely I really am.
Some people think that it's holding on that makes one strong; sometimes it's letting go.
You have to forgive to forget,and forget, to feel again.
Don't ever give up if you still want to try, Don't ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry. Don't ever settle for an answer if you still want to know.Don't ever say you don't love him if you can't let him go.You said you didn't want to see me get hurt,so does that mean you closed your eyes when I cried?Don't say we're not right for each other,the way I see it, we're not meant for anyone else.If the truth was told instead of a lie, then the pain would go away sooner and not hurt as much.It really hurts when you expected so much morefrom the person you once loved so much.I wish I was a kid again,because skinned knees are easierto fix then broken hearts.
Oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to. Though that doesn’t mean that we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care. Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you.It's like my mind knows what's right but my heart is being retarded and still cares,If tears could build a stairway on memories alone,I'd walk right up to Heaven and bring you home again. Ask me how many times my heart has been broken and I will tell you to look in the sky and count the stars.

I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had.But, I can’t because I know you won't come after me, and I guess that's what hurts the most.
Loving you was easy, losing you was hard. Loving you is still easy, but knowing you are no longer mine,is the hardest of it all.If you could choose between life and death you would almost rather die,love is fun but hurts so much the price you pay is high.And so I say don't fall in love, you will get hurt before your through.You see my friend, I ought to know,I fell in love with you.
I thought I'd forget you, but I guess I forgot to.You hurt me more than I deserve,how can you be so cruel?I love you more than you deserve,why am I such a fool?
It's amazing how you make your face just like a wall, how you take your heart and turn it off,how I turn my head and lose it all.Every few nights or so you pop into my dreams,I just can't get rid of you like you got rid of me.Days continue to pass, stars continue to shine. Why do I have tears in my eyes todaywhen he was NEVER mine?If I could be anyone at this moment, I'd be her so you'd love me too.Should I smile because he's my friend,or cry because that's all he is?
Love that we can not have is the one that last the longest, hurts the deepest and feels the strongest.When you're near it seems that I took you for granted, but now that distance is between us,it made me realized that your love has been a part of my life.
Nobody said it was easy; it's such a shame for us to part. Nobody said it was easy... no one ever said it would be this hard.

The hardest thing i've done is acting like i hate you,when really i love you more than you will ever know.You'll never understand why I hurt so muchbecause you're not the one who is crying,you're not the one who is left behind,you're not the one who loved too much, and you're not the one who is holding on to someone who is gone...
You don't have to let it slip away but you want to,I don't want to let it slip away but I have to.
Love is hard to get, but harder to let go.I understand that with loves comes pain, but why did i have to love so much?
The worst feeling in the world is giving all the love i have and knowing it will never be returned.Its hard to pretend i love someone when i don't but its harder to pretend that i don't love someone when i really do. Deep in my heart, I'm suffering, knowing that I've lost you.On the outside, I'm living, pretending that I've forgotten you.I just want one day to go by where I'm not pretending I'm happy.

To be continue....

Got To Go!
byeee, nightss.

With Love,

Yvonneyiizy,

ThankYou.

2008-08-28T05:56:00.000-07:00

Cheah Mun Kar!:D Thanks For Helping me create a new blog. hahas. :D
Thanks Alot! Terima Kasih! Xie Xie Ni! I Love IT :D

I Love You.

2008-08-24T05:48:00.000-07:00

Yvonneyii, help you create le. haha...where's my thank you? LOL hrm...blog more yea, don't like your old blog xP

By,

Munn;)